2day leh...
quite a very sad day for me.
i cant believe it ....
i cried in sch...class room somemore....
when im crying i would not speak a word...
omg...i promised myself 3yrs back nvr to cry in front of others again...argh...
nvm lor..
dunno wad say le...
even if i say le got use ma?
no , i give up le..
im so tired...
okay...lol..
Went 14th floor... ___ AGAIN...
i jus cant stop..lik addicted le...
den
went back to my pri sch de outside dere...tink abt last time...
den went back to do de things i used to do b4 having any frens...
lol, okay shall not elaborate ...


Tis is de lonely path where i walked to & fro ...
be it coming back or going sch..
i would always buy soft drinks & walk home while drinking it..
Last time,i was contented enough if i had a soft drink in hand while walking home..


lonely path i walked in de past....


Photo at somewhere outside my pri sch..
i rmb..i once saw my pri sch crush climbing out of this..
lol, i saw le obviously is happy lo..Used to really lik tis guy alot...LAST TIME..
lol, he same pri sch as me & same sec sch tooo..coral sec XD

hah rmb i sec1 lik him -.-"
Lol, LAST TIME
okay haiz..
enough le..
I hope tat i could change for de better , talk more...social more..
last but not least for goodness sake for me to stop crying -.-
Argh,...i hate it when i cry, make me hate myself more..
&& i gotta stop thinking of negative things le..
yao xian de kai..
if i now cannot take any blows , den if i grow up le i might end up commiting suicide..
lol,
den I MUST TRY TALK MORE!!!
MORE SOCIABLE!!!
STOP THINKING NEGATIVE THINGS LE!!!
LAST BUT NOT LEAST STOP CRYING FOR GOODNESS SAKE..

all these mentioned above i will try to change....

&&!!!
Qian ru & u all I DUN TREAT U AS SUBSTITUDE OKAY!!!
i will try talk more....
but if we lose contact le wad i wan say is All the best in wadever u do.
good luck for everything
lastly THX for letting me know once tat true friendships ever existed
Xie xie..for everything.
SORRY for everything too...