well, i've nth else to say.. haiz... okay let me post abt smth i wan post abt? == kk.. When i first entered sec1.. i've not really made any frens in the first 3months.. den when march came.. hannah transfered here.. at first, i did not even talk to her at all.. den abt 2months l8r.. umm..i dn rmb much.. is she talk to me first? or i talk to her first de? well, who cares.. let me continue.. den aft tat we became good fren.. haiz.. rmb,one time.. tat time was recess she took me to a staircase on the 3rd floor.. well, don't rmb wth we doing dere.. but rmb every p.e time we always go the 3rd floor teacher's toilet change de even once,we spent the whole of our recess time dere jus to do her hair.. okay wadever..tink of it.make me sorta upset yah.. :( den came sec2... blah blah blah.. lazy elaborate tat much.. so yah.. den came de time where we follow cz & fiona for recess.. BAD IDEA though.. aft tat time .. we nvr really talked.. no idea... is she dun wan talk to me or is i dun wan talk to her? Haiz.. den aft tat i rmb..
From de time on..
i went with qr..
Last yr in september i tink..
till now lor..
den came feb tis yr..
where dere comes along her frens : Bj,arthur they all..
:'(
okay see de crying face over dere?
obviously u will know wad tat means
den aft tat cz nvr go with fiona le..
den from tat month on she go with qr le..
den dere, 3 of us..
hannah not really,we got talk to her..
So yah.. :(
mostly aft sch she would go with bj arthur they all..
den i feel extra so decided to go dunno where emo on my own.. :(
Those few days felt terrible..
Or did i mention?
i almost jumped..
yah..
wadever..
den from tat day on she always go with them..
not tat i lik..
I HATE IT..
but wad can i do leh?
nth :(
haiz...
not tat i dun lik them or wad..
is tat i feel kinda extra & left out..
De feeling is extremly terrible..
no one seems to understand me or wad..
okay i know i posting craps tat no one would read..
well? who cares~
let me continue..
de feeling sux luh..
:'(
i dunno how many times i cried alr..
cry also no use de
wads happen alr happen..
highlighted in purple or wadeva colour den important,
lol..
den now she also going with them..
Haiz..
i dunno how much longer i can take it..
one fine day i dunno wad i may do..
URGH!! :(
no one really understands me..
i dun even understand myself..
den even as i wanna go back to de times in 07
where me & hannah were so happy..
okay wadever..so long liao -.-
To tell u de truth now..
becos of tis....
I NOW MORE & MORE DISLIK GUYS ALR..==
esp _______ they all -.-! .... :(
argh..
&& if i had de ability to turn backtime..
i wished i had jumped,die in peace..
no troubles or anything..
I wish i can disappear rite now :(