2day..jus so lazy to elaborate much..nth much happen i guess..
I feel so confuse...
blister damn pain..lol
i dunno wad im thinking le..
Im trying so hard to look at things from in a positive way..
all my life..i now den realise my thinking is always negative..
negative = most of de time i feel sad.
My self confidence had been hit so hard last..now have low self esteem..
I now den realise i dun have any confidence in wadever i do..
I always have de thinking tat wadever i do , i will not succeed..
I dun dare look ppl in de eye..i dunno why..
maybe cos i wad afraid of history repeating itself...
I dunno how forget tat thing..
I just cant do it....