These days been quite busy.
i wanted to update blog, guess kinda bored ba, now 11.53, few more min to midnight. (next day)

Suddenly, i feel that i am a loser & i am wasting my life away..i'll forever be a failure.
studies i am such a failure.... Life? same. or even worse.
I dun even know who i am anymore, pardon me if im beng too emotional.?
I feel that my existence in this world is meaningless, life is meaningless.
Now i realise one thing, everything is meaningless.
I feel so empty suddenly..

In conclusion, i feel that i will never accomplish great things in life, i'll never become successful, . I'll never learn to accept myself . ppl would not accept me.
Low self-esteem i guess..maybe i've never had any self confidence at all...

Tmr waking up early...
Bye