These days been quite busy.
i wanted to update blog, guess kinda bored ba, now 11.53, few more min to midnight. (next day)

Suddenly, i feel that i am a loser & i am wasting my life away..i'll forever be a failure.
studies i am such a failure.... Life? same. or even worse.
I dun even know who i am anymore, pardon me if im beng too emotional.?
I feel that my existence in this world is meaningless, life is meaningless.
Now i realise one thing, everything is meaningless.
I feel so empty suddenly..

In conclusion, i feel that i will never accomplish great things in life, i'll never become successful, . I'll never learn to accept myself . ppl would not accept me.
Low self-esteem i guess..maybe i've never had any self confidence at all...

Tmr waking up early...
Bye

Know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the pain on the inside.

(2006)

(2008)

(2009)

I dun take pics but tis is all i have. Even if i have, i also wont upload it..
Still rmb sec 2 de time, in de morning meet esther & eat breakfast..
Ahh...kinda miss de time when i sec 2 ...dun have to worry abt retaining or n lvl or wad.....
My memory kinda good rite.. hah..
Okay nvm
Maybe l8r den edit ba.

Just came back, now time's 10.39plus.
Okay tried extracting my post from my livejournal fail ..zzz
Okay wdever nth much today. nxt time den post

Today go sch give my homework to general office, first time i so "hard working" sia within one day finish my homework le...
Den i walking to sch tat time saw one familliar person, den chey is him la, from far cant really tell ...
Aft tat give le den go home, go back home to sleep lor...damn tired can wake up jus to go sch give something abit waste time leh...
Aiya nvm.......
Aft i wake up oh ya forgot wad i did le...
Aft tat tampinese go buy ____________
den go eat pizza hut...
walk walk around......see see....bought one shirt.....
Aft tat we go de place , put ________...
Okay sian......i tomorrow going cycling hahah maybe if not raining lah..
My results are such a disappointment u see...
Only 3marks only 3more marks! why cant just give me......
why sia....i promise will work hard next yr de!
Where is the old me? why cant i score like sec 1 & sec 2 de time?!
i tink maybe cos i tis yr too slack le...
I tink i becoming more & more stupid le.....
Must study!

Seriously, i tink i became more & more mature le...

Oh gosh~ hope holiday dun end!
Why am i still using the computer?
Bye