Wadever the situation is i'll forever stand by u & support u if u need.

3/4 (2009)

class photo.......
waa i dun wan retain sia.. hope.......
At first i thought i fail eng....heng ah...overall i tink i pass?
HOPE SO!!
But i tink i not ready for sec4 cos i dun even understand sec3 topic lik tat if i go n lvl nxt yr equal to die die die !....Aiya... see how first ba if retain den i swear i will study very hard de.

but i dun wan retain sia..... TT
Aiya , studies come first now & next yr ....
This yr has been a bad yr......
i hate this yr ......
wadever lah......
studies alr lik tat le wad else im good in? Or im a good for nth?
Maybe im just a good for nth.......
Hope dun retain................. T.T



As long as forever, I will stay by your side; I,ll be your companion, your friend and your guide...

Today ,
went orchard road dere de cinema , watch movie with ________________________.
Den walk walk got abit lost, lols
Ask ppl , some say walk up some say cross road, lols.
den finally found de place le aft tat go watch lo, lols de movie abit boring , felt like sleeping but nvr.
Actually, hmmmm... can say i had fun today, for the first time, i dun feel so ___________....
Overall, today quite fun , happy...Although i sometimes miss the past, yes.......
Can say that i m a sentimal person, i think about the past things quite , alot but no nowadays not really le.
I finally xiang tong le, somethings u lose, u can never be like before.
Den aft tat go home de time, in mrt with ________________ chat chat , laughter?
Den eat dinner, homed.. tats all.
How i wish everyday could be like that? LOL

TOMORROW GOT SCHOOL!!!!!!!!
ARGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!
WHY?!?!?!
Okay crap.......
Getting back results slip.......
Im mentally prepared to retain.........
haiz.......
I feel so lost & confused now...........
You are no longer who i knew, why?

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.



 Today.....i had a nightmare....
gosh....wtf....
Haiz....tuesday got sch!!! :(
huh.......................................
Okay lazy blog .
Done.

Edited ;

I dun think you'll know what i am talking abt but,....who cares..
Yes, i admit at first i felt jealous kinda angry or smth?
But that will be the past, no point getting jealous...
True ____ is not all about that
______ dun lie ..... I am sorry , i guess i took this ________ too seriously....
I never thought that _______ would ___ to me....
Everything changed, but as things changes...people change too, maybe you'd changed...
At first i very sad , but now.....
no , not sad at all....I am so confuse....
But i am sincerely sorry about what i did few months back.
Even now.....

I've nothing more to say other than....
I am sorry .......
But now i am so confuse....

Bye

Why ?

Aiya, sua lah.
everytime i said i dun care , doesn't mean tat i dun care. I'll feel sad ..
I tink im gna ____ if i dun say it out, so here it goes...


I feel so _ _ _ & _ _ _ _  _ _ _ whenever smth smth..
Den.... wait..i know its silly but everynight i'll _ _ _ ___ just cos of tat ting.
I am a human ,& i have feelings too.....
Forget it , im lik air to anybody or anything, for tat matter even if ur my ___


For gods sake, do u even care abt how i feel whenever u ______________?
Do u even care when i m asking u anything?
DO u even care when im ____?
DO U?
I guess not.
Even as im writing tis post, i bet u wont even know tat im writing abt u.
Sorry but i cant get over tat incident, if ur my true ___ , u wont do tat to me.
Tat goes to show ONE THING, I am blind ...
Why cant i just open my eyes BIG?
Sorry but i really treated u as my true ____, i cant help if u choose it.
I guess tis is farewell?
Marks the beginning of my days alone .
Bye tc.

Today my class go sch jus t for one mother tongue paper,
30min nia, 10 questions, waste time laa

Den aft tat hmmm..let me tink first...
release le den go subway eat, hannah cz & qr.
den..erm...
like tat lor?
Aft tat they go find frens chat chat .
Den 3pm go de minimart dere, den till 6plus.

Oh ya, at de minimart, saw one lower sec guy wan buy cig, lol so obvious cannot buy wad.
Aft tat I walk to ws wan buy ting eat ma...
Tat ting i still considering...dunno if i wan do anot, see first ba.

Hmm..tmr i'll be going out to find job ..
yay~ finally eoy over le!
haiz.. if i retain den i dun wan care le lah, so tired

Girl, dun be such a ________

My advice to u , ur ships built on tis foundation , careful will sink.
Go be plk lah.

 A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.


Who will walk in? lol
 
hah...
Bye~

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.


Where is the door tats opened?

LOL

Tomorrow eoy ends..
i sure do very badly de..

...today uh...
go sch at 10plus around dere i tink...
den go blue shelter bus stop
aft tat they came den they eat.
Aft tat go in sch lo.
chem paper quite easy but due to the fact that i had never studied chemistry , its hard to me.
omg..realised something! I nvr.....-.-
Aiya forget it ..
Oh..aft tat lazy elaborate..





Change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

I'll lock the memories of the past in my heart forever.

Hahah

Aww.. He looks so adorable to me here....
lol
Always like that whenever he eats cucumber XD
Look at how big he is, no not hamster.
Today leh?
Nth much same as my any other day.

Okay i dun wan care le..although i did..
Hope to reach a day where i wont give a damn to it anymore! =/
hah....

Tmr need reach sch by 10.45..
haah yay~ no need wake up so early le.. lol
BP♥

Today had poa paper..
Aiya...also fail de...
Hope wont retain ba...

Den walk to ws with hannah cz qr
eat superdog...
den blah blah blah..


SKIP BA.

Oh ya, go somewhere buy waffle & bubble tea, eat/drink lo.
Due to the fact tat i wont get any allowance during holiday, so buy waffle & bubble tea lor. lol
hahah den i walk in de rain, make my self sick..
walk walk in the rain..thought abt alot alot alot of tings..
Dere's one place tat i always go aft sch alone if i was feeling abit down or happy, wadever la.
Sometimes i wan faster graduate , sometimes i dun..
aiya i dunno wad i wan la.

Aiya, tmr got maths paper 2..
sian...

Tis yr coming to an end very soon..
haiz..
Time seems to fly...
Nxt yr sec 4 le..or maybe i retain still sec 3..
haiz

Hmm...tis made me think of many silly things i did this yr..
Come to think of it, i really detests myself..
My personality sucks la.
I hate myself..
Aiya..regret also no use..
hmm..from now on, i try to improve myself & be a better person ba!
But sometimes, no matter how hard u try , it'll still be useless.
People will still look down on u.
No matter what happens, i wan be a better person.
LOL.


Once u get wad u wanted, u'll also stand a chance of losing it.
I dun believe in forever, nothing lasts forver.

Even ur family, they will leave u one day.
Friends, they come and they go...they may be dere for u now but they wont be dere forever..
Love is plain bullshit.
Promises are meant to be broken.

Family, friends, love?
They all leave one by one..

Nothing matters anymore.

Okay wadever la
Done.

 Total 'break down ytd.
I m a human, i have feelings what do u expect?

~我找不到很好的原因 去阻擋這一切的情意

這感覺太奇異 我抱歉不能說明
我任性 投入你給的惡作劇
你給的惡作劇~
song lyric, hah......

Hmmm...today go sch only got poa exam so 1hr only.
Urgh, lazy blog.



TO : _________, (if u can see it....)

Yah i know i was wrong right from the start, scolding u & all those.
Posting all tat stuffs on my blog, claiming tat u were bad & all.
Den de 'quarrels started..
yes i admit i was wrong , i deserve it now.
But of course dere's a logical explanation for de way tat i behaved.
When blah blah they all entered ur life, in other words made frens with them.
actually i nvr really minded, den blah entered too.
Life seemed perfect for u , had everything going for u.
Fun whenever u were with them..so yah..
But alot of times i wanted to talk to u , but whenever i tried, u nvr seemed to respond...
moreover whenever u were with them , i always felt like an extra, i had de thinking tat all they wanted was to be alone with u & blah . Yes very true & i always thought they wanted me out of sight , out of ur life.
Last time , whenever ur wanted to go somewhere to eat, okay i still rmb,
In the kfc de time, dere were only four seats, blah they all each took one seat, yeah u took a seat too.
All together gang gang hao four seats for ur all to seat, back den i didn't knew where to seat so i ended up standing dere watch ur eat, nobody seems to care abt me..At tat moment i almost wanted to cry but nvr.
So i got de feeling of me being an extra dere, i nvr ask for much but just to spend sometime with u as a fren only..


Den dere comes de time abt the blog ting...
I hope u understand wad i mean?
Sorry.
So many months have passed, i cannot keep living in the so called past tat i always go alone with u during recess or maybe even aft sch.
Yes at tat point in time, i took everything for granted, i nvr treasured the times i spent with u..
Things change, people change..for the better or for the worst.


Now , u seem so happy in ur life & in sch...
Hope u forever stay happy forver.
I sound lik dunno wad but
Just to let u know tat i'll always be here for u as a fren whether in good times or bad .


Ytd cos of tis ting, even though so long le, i broke down.
I sound silly but nvm..
Den comes de time where blah blah & u indirectly asked me to go home, so i did, i nvr knew...
Nvm...
maybe its my fault..
But tat , point of time, u made frens with blah blah they all, overtimes i became more & more withdrawn..
Not wanting to speak my mind abt anything...


Den maybe tats why ......
nvm...
Who am i trying to kid..
I am such a bad fren, forcing u not to go with them, maybe overtime u realised tat my charactor let u bth or stressed up or anything.
Making myself so ...
nvm...
Nowadays, i know whenever u go out or anything u'll nvr ask me de.
Nvm i understand, at first i took it quite personally, but as time passes, i begin to more more forget de times we spent together as a fren..
sometimes i do tink of it.. precious memories which i'll nvr forget in my whole life time.
Thx for those memories,
hmm from somewhere around last yr, october till june smth smth plus.
A good 8months.. i'll treasure those memories
U know why i said tat?
Cos aft june de time we started quarrelling & now i observer tat we are drifting apart
Tats my thinking lah , dun angry if u read tis okay?.
Sorry ,

All these, from the bottom of my heart .

 A wise person once said, “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.” So no matter how many times someone pushes you down in life, stand right back up, and keep moving towards who you want to be and what you want to do. No matter who you are or where you’re from, always remember you can make it through whatever anyone throws at you if you just try hard enough.

Not gonna elaborate...
Exams are here....
haiz....
sian...tis yr confirm retain..sad lo..nxt yr i'll make sure i work very hard de!
who knows what will happen in the future?
Done.

I thought you were different, turns out you are just like them....
No one has ever cared.

Wadever lah.

Today.....lazy blog, dun feel lik blogging out everything plain lazy .
Haiz

Okay wadever, i find myself so extra in 3/4 .
I was wondering if i shld be dere in de first place?
Okay too little too late to say tat now.

today aft sch qr cz hannah go eat .
den aft tat i go sch take my book out , put home lo, wad else?
So heavy sia! Den walking de time quite tiring.
Aft tat i go back sch awhile, u know..?
Sch so empty , i tot classroom lock but nvr.
Den go look for teacher .
Aft tat go eat frozen yogurt, damn nice lo!
Buy from dere de price is weigh by grams de..how much kg den pay how much lo..okay dunno how say.
Walking to elias while eating frozen yoghurt, very fast melt.
Go elias, hahah i everyday lik keep going elias aft tat walk walk .Listening music while walking home aft tat , going rain le actually wan walk in de rain but haven rain yet leh.
sian.. Den buy bubble tea while walking home.
B!
hahah i am a nobody now, but in future i'll prove myself de. Joke sia.
My blog, i go put archives le, but doubt anyone will read.
5months of blogging, hmmm...
5months of my life tat i can read...

I'll leave aft 2yrs, get wad i mean?

EOY starts~
JY~
Done, bye

Today, ermm..
Omg...maths lesson i wasn't listening...okay maths sure fail.
Had pe, played tennis, more lik we are picking up de ball more den playing.
Aft sch .....
Lazy go into details, studied poa, wahh these few days i keep studying poa sia..
hope eoy for poa pass...
Haiz...cannot afford to fail...
Done.