Today lesson damn slack.. Hahah
first english teacher nvr come so free period
nxt maths, study abit, also quite slack.
aft tat mt damn slack also, use phone in front of teacher also she dun care.
Aft recess ,
Ss & cme also free period. hahah..
Argh..dread tmr!

Okay tis is just nonsensical crap.-.-

...all i ever wanted?
All i ever wanted was a someone tat can really understand me...
Got good frens is got lah...but some not close...nvr really talked much..
Not sure , no comments
Yah i know i boring...so i wait long long also dun have lo...
when i see two frens doing things together , go out etc..
i'll be envious most of de time..Who wont?
But i've got my own plans...hahhh (:
Everything depends on fate.....wads meant to be will be, wads not will nvr be..(crap!)

HAHAH! XD XD

OKay enough of my crap alr.
Tis is so stupid.
idk wad i blogging everyday.. -.-
Bye~

Dun wanna blog abt my life...
so.....
I tink i cant wait for de holidays ..
many tings i would most probably do alone, well used to it alr, nth new.
Oh, && i know where i stand dun have to show it to me or wad.
I know no one cares how i feel. so i dun feel anything.
Glad, everything tat i do i'll depend on fate.
Wads not meant to be will nvr be..

I dun feel sad, neither do i feel happy..
how do i feel? i feel nth but worried..
cos exams...sian...i cant afford to fail english..or else...my everything is GONE..
i dun wnna retain tis yr..but if i really do retain den everything would be fated ba...
If i ever retain...den i'll be damn sad...but hardworking lol

jia you for eoy~

Using proper english for this post, exams are coming.
okay whatever.

Certains things that happen make you sad but once its happening everyday, you get used to it and stop feeling anything you felt that time. Used to everything already. After talking to someone, i felt so free and quite happy ...also so long liao ...


I don't feel like blogging today will hence will only blog certains part of the day which i remember..
Ermm..
today poa, first time i put all my focus on the poa work, then i realise i can do poa its just that i am lazy ...
Recess, as usual .
Aft that was english , mrs koh never come , free period. (:
Somehow, i don't really like my class? =/
I don't know lah...
Tomorrow, i wonder if i will still see the fire flies or not?
depends on my luck? whatever?
Ohh...need money !~

Shouldn't drink so much......

left four cans beer ....Need money~!

Hahah i wan change myself as in character? Wad a joke, i'll nvr succeed.

These few days weather so cold.. now feeling cold too...
tmr i dun wan go sch sia...
i hate sch .....
My life sucks , being me is nvr good...
life in sch is miserable considering tat i m lik air , get wad i mean?
Sometimes i wish to lose my memory & FORGET everything , FORGET all my memories, dun rmb who i am ..start life anew? lol? be a new me? (wait long long)

LOL

today meet qr in morning den she give me bubble gum, THX! (:
she got give cz hannah too (:
Den first period eng aft tat pe ..
play tennis with qr , my tennis sux....keep using badminton style play...
Aft tat mother tongue, BORING
aft tat recess, cz hannah & qr in canteen they go eat.
SKIP SKIP SKIP...

Under tremendous stress in sch...If u know me , u shld know wad kinda stress i mean ?

Oh , pls dun tink if u read my blog u know wad i am tinking or feeling?
u tink u know me tat well? PLS lo!



Ahhh..u feel better if u had someone to confide in ....
Done.

Dun really wan tis blog le, might delete anytime soon (:

Hah wan change myself as in personality..
i've been tat way for so long le time for a change?
Who knows ? maybe i'll nvr change?
Or a few yrs l8r i might?

Oh, today mood okay okay luh but very stress.
eoy coming le...
okk, proper post.
today as usual meet qr den first period maths i tink? boring ..
aft tat mt go down de classroom dere den dunno wad.
Skip skip..
recess, qr & cz go eat, aft tat hannah come? den go library..
Aft tat jiu lesson lor, miss sharifah nvr come den miss dewi come, let us watch movie.
Aft tat hist/geo, practically boring lah.
Cme den aft sch le lo.
Aft tat cz qr & hannah go subway eat.
Lazy elaborate
Done

Argh, hate sch tmr...
HATE SCH....
i wish i was nvr born.

Not gonna blog abt today.
hahah, interesting tings happened

Dreading sch days ..

kk enough
Hahahah~ found a video quite funny de
XD XD


 

Ohh...
Haiz..but also found some videos on animal cruelty, sad leh..
very sad..
lol..











Watching tis video made me wan stop eating chicken rice..




Dun u tink humans are cruel?
lol

So glad to have somebody to talk to when i feel sad.
Arrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Oh, today went out & jus came home saw fireflies o.O so beautiful sia..
wanted to take pic but in the end nvr...
hahah wan go out do my stuffs
Going cooking tmr ~
hair again~?
cycling~?
Hahah making full use of my life instead of always tinking abt it den sad again. wad for?

haiz..
2 more yrs!
Lets do the countdown till i graduate...1yr 3months l8r..haiz.. so long..
cant believe i have to tahan tis for so long..wad did i do to get tis treatment?
In coral, super unhappy..well, who is gna care how i feel now?
got happy times lah but those are short lived..belived tat nxt yr would be even more depressed...

Okay wadever lah.
Not going to say how i feel now, aft graduation den i'll be posting all my feelings & unhappiness , on my blog
nobody understand how i feel now....who cares ..
Okay enough, i dun care eh~ eh ~eh ~eh~

LOL
Done =]

Dun feel lik posting these few days..

Ermm...kinda forgot wad i did today? o.O...
rmb also lazy blog abt ..
cut short....
3day holiday..
exams coming le..
haiz..confirm will retain de, no hope
Ohh, jus realise all my facebook, blog everything de pic is my guinea pig de. lol..
hahah dun have my pic .


Friends, family, stead , brothers , sisters?
where will they be when u need them?

Lazy update, jus hate myself ..
i m so selfish & stupid emo better off dead..
I hate myself

Sound stupid to other ppl , but live jus for piggy?

http://what-tomorrow-brings.blogspot.com/


Oh, pls dun tink u know me so well, jus by reading my blog -.-
pls lah...u dun even know me so u got wad right to comment? (:

Hahah okay enough of it le.
Kinda enjoyed my day? o.O
today i feel kinda relax, as in i dun feel stress wadever i wan say i can jus say it out. lol
wadever, U know? wadever happens , u gotta move on. the world doesn't stop for u.
everything changes whether u lik it or not, maybe tings will change for de better or tings will become worse..
Even if tings become worse, jus be strong , put the past behind u & MOVE ON!
past tense is past tense wad matters is the future.
U lose one thing dun mean u lose de whole world, mus be strong MOVE ON!~
hahah i mus move on too~
no use tinking so much of the past
let go of the past & move on towards ur future~

Off to continue doing history hw le~
hahah i wan A1 !! heheh!
 LOL ==
Done.

Today go cut my hair......

Ermmmmmmm.........look so..........







nth to say .

In 2006...

Today went out cycle, homed , nth else..
Jus glad to be away from sch...
Pls la, if u tink i keep wan be back in de past? well, ur wrong. -.-
Dun tink jus by reading my blog, u understand me very well, as if u know wad m i tinking -.-
Lik, hello? how many months ago was tat huh?
Dun anyhow say if u duno anything , .
LOL
Okay forget it, who cares..
rite now, i dun have any hopes on anybody or anything anymore, wadever i do , im still a failure..
Okay enough alr.
Got back results & glad...i only failed 2 subjects..maths & science.
But mus buck up! lol
I didn't know tat my percentage in sec 2 was 59.9..
wahh...if i had known i would aim for 3/5 lor..hahah joking, i lik my current class 3/4, well sort of i guess? (:

I decided le! i wan study hard now!!

I WAN PASS MATHS LAH!!!!(Impossible)

ytd i revise history, today gonna revise social studies le.
hahah lol.
Although im sucha failure being a fren, i will not allow myself to be a failure in studies too.

Gonna chiong studies tis holiday i guess. Off to do homework.