I LOVE MY PIGGY!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

LOL. =))!!

2day ermm..as usual..


recess, cz need go f&n den i go buy tissue & straw go classroom make strawhearts cos i was bored &; i dun lik going other ppl's class..
Haiz..cant understand poa..
sad..tis yr i tink will retain... :(
but i dun see de point of me moving up to sec 4 if i dun even undersand sec3 topics?



TMR HAVE SCH.....HAIZ





jus ....





my guinea pig running..FYI ..he's tamed alright..
but i need push him in his back sometimes den he'll run..
so cute.. =))!
I LOVE MY GUINEA PIG SO MUCH!
if he suddenly die den i maybe wont feel lik living le..
to me he de most important ting in tis world to me..LOL
DONE.

Actually ,
pei qr wait for cz, hannah den
blah blah go kopitiam , take water rise food dere eat.
SKIP
 den Saw joyce & stacey . i cant believe i cried in de library till my feeling is better den i go study for tmr's maths test. den borrow tissue.. obviously wipe it off..

sian..den i borrow joyce  de file study den study half way le.i was half way listening music & msg too.
i was jus comforting myself..aft tat left lor.

idk wad to do nxt?


K WAD EVA?


I WAN PASS MY MATHS WITH FLYING COLOURS! (FAT HOPE)

feeling abit better now...

Por lan pa.

SUCKER  -.-

PLK!

nth blog

As usual meet qr
Den go sch lor….
Cz nvr come sch….

Aiya sch was practically boring!....
Skip to aft sch ba..

Hahah..was walking half way den saw someone den talk so qiao meet dao lol..
Aft tat walk le on the way home, I saw one injured cat..
Very ke lian….
Actually I wan ask ppl for de spca hotline but nobody know..
Lols..
Den I go buy cat food actually wan buy $5 plus de, but not enough money..sad
So I stand dere give de cat food to it….
Make sure it eat de cat food..
I wonder who did tis to de cat..
Animals also living things wad…why abuse them?
Hahah as I stand dere feed de cat , remind me of the times
Where me & qr keep feed one black cat…
Lols

Life’s too short to wake up in the morning with regrets
So love the people who treat you right
Forget about the ones who don’t
And believe that everything happens for a reason
If you get a chance take it , if it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said that it would be easy.
They just promised it would be worth it

Smth real interesting happened today XD

Hahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually , woke up feeling sad!
shag!
tinking of some stuffs...
i really hate sch can!!!!!!!
URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....
why am i so stupid to ruin my own future!!!!
i tot it was worth it, times pass, more more not anymore...

den supposed woke up quite early today...
wan go out settle some taiji de...
PLK , u tink very fun meh?
u PLK on geylang also nobody wan.
k nvm enough of de bad words..
hum ji kia only.. __
my fren say see u on de street confirm wack u de __
jennifer __
BITCH

Didn't go anywhere today...
cos nvr bring money ....forget ! -.-
lol
Nth to update......
got nth to say ..........

HATE SCH........

today had pe den play badminton..
aft tat got mother tongue...
LOLS!


Hahahahs, mother tongue was listening to songs, zhang yan talking..
den i dunno why de song i listenin is zhang yan singing XD XD
So funny lah.. well to me lor..
hahah mt msg qr also XD
lols.
dunno why zhang yan can talk none stop for one whole period...-.-
nobody listening to her...
recess, cz hannah, qr ..

Aft sch ......
hannah go home...walk so fast sia....

me qr cz me sitting outside de bubble tea dere ...
den suddenly....
smth fly towards my here..
is de chinese burn de paper for de u know.....
omg...
fly till my bag dere den cz & qr nvr tio..
wahhh.... den i look behind..got nth....
Damn scary lah....
goosebumps...
Den now de ting open leh...
SCARY~
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Okay just blogging , so in future i can read.

ending off with ....

DONE.

Feeling kinda low..
so talking to jieare now..
sometimes it helps alot to talk to someone when ur sad or wan cry liddat..
at least i now got someone to be my listening ear..
we planning smth durin holiday?
Not sure..?
maybe not ba..?


Okay enough of tat ..

2day ..

ermmmmm........too short to elaborate .....

I DETEST SCH

Jus now was doing chores
shun bian bath my guinea pig :D
SO cute sia..
lol, i find "comunicating" with pets alot more easier den communicating with humans..
LOL..tats my way of thinking..

Now g.piggy is so clean :D
dunno why everytime i feel sad..i just interact with animals den i suddenly feel so happy le..
lol..
Done .

cca was boring as usual ..

no suprise..
Just now aft cca i go minimart buy thing den de uncle say so long nvr see me le, ask i sec wad now
den sec 3 lor.
he say so fast..
lol, i nth blog so yah.

I HATE SCH CAN?!?
I FEEL LIK GOING STRAIGHT ITE NOW...lol


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Aft tat wanted to go elias find _ & buy food..
in de end nvr cos de ting......
pain.


wadever.....




Somehow, i find life miserable. :(
I find sch a torture
I feel lik dying now........

DELETING BLOG OR PRIVATING SOON... i guess

Wanted to go tampinese de aft they left..
but in de end nvr cos my ez link card low..
so ____ , me go elias..
although got nth dere..
See de cat above?
haiz...i feel sad for it luh..
de cat just gave birth den got a woman, with a big mole...she come take de cat new born away-.-
Den de cat only sleeping or too tired aft she gave birth...so dunno tat de woman take her new born kitten away..

de cat just outside de 7 eleven only..
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Den parted ways..
walked home cos my stomach damn pain..lol
i walk home de time den feel abit sad for de cat.. lols..

Somemore de woman go put de kitten in a plastic bag....
wtf...
den i tinking wad..looked away den look back de woman gone alr..
off on a motorbike..

Haiz...

Sometimes i wonder...
when will i find a very very close person/fren
when will i find some1..whom i can tell everything to..
some1 tat i can do everything with..

lols..ermm..
kinda envious when i see best frens or even good frens together..

Just like ermm..when i see qr & cz like best frens liddat..
kinda envious
cos i know i dun have someone tat i feel most comfortable with..as frens ..
okay luh..
i wan find some1 tat i can really tell everything to..

I feel tat im a nobody..im like air to everybody..
yah , i know im just transparent..im lik air..

Sometimes i wonder why m i different from other ppl?
My family...
My life...
WHY?

Hahahah.......
LOL...........
long time ago write de..
lol
2day go pe, den we play badminton, wahh..den i didn't know qr can play so well..
hidden talent uh?
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to aft sch..
All go home..

den i actually wan go find ____ but ...
stupid..de 'ting'...

I hate blanglah alot ...
stupid...
go _______........
see de blangla face feel lik slapping him sia..-.-

So pissed....

I FUCKING HATE SCH..
WHY?

cookie monster ...
lol..


I so lik my guinea pig..♥
animals lik my life..
I cant believe if 1day they die le..i will damn sad de..
i'll cry de.. it may sound so stupid..but..
Okay..
wadever....

I suddenly rmb..
from last yr i got blog b4..
but forgot de email le..
lol..
i really hate sch ....

Gimme a chance to start over..
i sec 1 confirm go express de..
i so stupid got express dun wan go...
Im a loser......

lol..
i now regret also no use..so long le..
my studies suck now ...


WHY AM I SO STUPID ?

Today my cca cacelled so...
Tampinese de whole day..^^

den
nth to post



lol, u & ur bf so sweet sia..
hahahs last long hor.
lols.
hope u have a lasting love.

I miss ________ . =]
 my guinea pig =(

These few days have been rather busy..
trying to put my life back together aft 15yrs..
haiz..

lol enough of tis le ba..
2day finally got my pay .
Hahs XD
its lik finally got money le lor..
kk wadever..


i tmr dun wan go sch
arhhhh.!!!!!!!!
wa lau..tmr still have sch..damn tired ahh..
not enough sleep!!

I HATE THE FEELING OF GOING SCH!!!!!

seriously lor..
kk enough of "hate sch" de ting le ba -.-

tada my guinea pigs ~



lol, de video very boring i know =="
wadever lor.
gonna shower all my love on my pet animals le XD
hah!
animal lover ma.. o.o..
lols

2day woke up very early, got my pay/money
my routine for 2day
lols
Liks i said im putting my life right aft 15yrs..
haiz..
but wadever luh..
Done

HATE SCH !!!!
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I HATE SCH !!!!
most importantly i hate u*

http://tomorrowsadness.onsugar.com/

today , short day ..so not writing...

Maybe i nxt yr not studying liao..
Idk wad i can do with a education of sec3 only..
but... many of my frens also quit sch..
maybe ba..if my mummy allow..
lol.

I hate going sch i hate studying ..

I HATE EVERYTHING IN SCH!! __

Tis is a cat weeks ago..i mean so long le..but so yah...lol




Video of guinea pigs!!..X)
So cute luh sia...lol


2day first period eng den
mt zhang yan nvr come!! :D
Hah..den we all talk among ourselves ..XD
den recess with usual frens..cz hannah qr
poa got test i tink i will fail..
kk wadever..

Aft sch..
lazy elaborate ..so yah..

I keep tinking of tis tings...
Cant take my mind off it..
so tink , tink , tink..
i still dk wad reaction i shld have..
lol..
Den do usual ting lor.

I tink i died a long time ago..
haiz...
im not myself..
I dunno who im anymore..
lol..

haiz...

tmr national day..

kk wadever luh...
I can confirm i nxt yr will retain..
haiz..
wadever..
Done.

Edit...
i feel so sad now..
im not important to any1..
im just a worthless piece of shit..
Im transparent to everybody..
dunno why jus feel lik finding a quiet place & break down dere...
maybe tmr i feel lik crying in sch..lol..

2day got de food donation drive ting den i 4get..lol..
actually wan bring food donate de but forget so nvr..
lol..
den i go minimart buy actually wan buy bread de...
but in de end nvr...
Den blah blah blah..
blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah.. Lol.

Aft sch with hannah qr & cz lor..
blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah..blah blah blah.. lol..
den hannah went home le..
qr cut fringe..

Rest lazy elaborate lah..
den I finally xiang tong abt things le..
dere so many things out dere..no meaning just to see only de ting..
lol.

Move on!

Many things have changed over the yrs/months...
Even if things are changing & going from bad to worse.
Rmb, life is too short for any regrets & being forever sad just cos of 1 ting..
Its not worth my whole life span just to tink abt sad stuffs..
who knows?
tmr maybe i may just die.
Maybe not tmr, nxt wk? , 1yr l8r?
Who knows?

&& nobody really cares if ur sad so might as well be happy ..
even if u got no reason to be happy abt...
right now im only 15..
I know myself , still have a long long way to go in life...
Okay if i sound nonsense who will read..
its for myself to read ^^

For everybody i know, we got only 1 chance in life ..
so make de best use of it..leave no rooms for regrets...
treat ur loved ones better, treat ur frens better...
who knows tmr u may nt see ur loved ones anymore...
U'll regret for de rest of ur life, why not start treating them better now?
Dun wait till its too late ...
Instead of regretting in de future...

Treasure those moments with them.
be it ur frens or family...
treasure them...
dun wait till u lose them..

Its been 1yr since u departed from tis world but no matter wad i'll always rmb u...



okay enough of sad things le...
im lik pretty much sad 2day..
kk, i promise to quit soon
Dun wan ruin my health ^^
jy jy...

hah LOL..
2day cca damn bored ..
nth le
Done.

Life is short for any regrets ,
dun bare any grudges anymore...
treat the ppl around u better.

wad i do where i go ....
done

Made another blogskin..




Guinea piggyyys eating apples :D :D

Which one cuter? lols

De white pigggyyy has been with me ever since sec 1...

see how long alr?

hahs can say whenever i sad or happy, angry it always dere...

..LOL...

i know im lame ..so?

The orangish piggyyy has been with me since last yr ...

hmm...i raised it from a baby piggy till now..

exact date last yr would be somewhere around july..

hahas now 1yrs old liao...

pardon me being lame..XD XD

Below is some pics 2008 & 2007... T^T!!

My hamster, died in 07.. lols T^T




I love animals ^^!!
Miss those happy times spent with them. 2007 & 2008 T^T!
okay being lame. who cares.
Looking back 2007 & 2008 can consider a growing up yr for me...
Dere's ups & downs but without any setbacks in life, how will u learn from ur mistakes?
I miss sec 1 & sec 2 cos of my results & attitude...
I dun lik tis yr...
so many stress..
If can rewind the time ...beginning of yr
i would definitely treat my frens better..
lols..but nvm now i can do tat too .
Wahhh sian...tmr still have sch..
lol...i hate school...
I hate tat feeling of going sch!